Chapter 21 - Awareness

"Eh? You'll kill me?" The girl chuckled. "Listen, honey, do you even know who I am?" The grin disappeared from Kurai's face as he looked down. "Yes, I do. Your name is Crystal Ishida. Your 16 years old and belong to the famous Ishida family company. You have no fashion sense what so ever, have a poodle called Tootsie and have a 65 average." Kurai chuckled. "Your just barely passing this school." The purple-haired girl snarled. "Oh yeah, i'd like to hear what your average is! You haven't been in this school for four months miss big mouth!" Crystal spat as she leaned in closer. Kurai let a whistle slip through his lips. "Feisty, I see. Anyways, you know how to put a guy on the spot. Listen, sweety. I may have been absent, but I was given my homework and other school work, including projects, while I was at the Asylum. I did all my work, and do you know what I got, hm?" The wicked smile crossed his features again as he stood and leaned in to the girl. "A hundred on every single thing. Right now, I have a 100 average on my report card." A wicked cackle escaped him. "Is there anything else you'd like to ask? Anything else?"

Crystal looked up at the male with wide eyes before smirking. "Yes, I do. How did it feel, being violated and dirtied? How did it feel when your pictures were broadcasted on TV of you being a total  @#!*% ? How did it feel knowing you life would never be the same again? The wicked smile slowly formed into a frown and the boy looked down, leaning against his desk. "Do you really want to know what it felt like?" His voice was so ominous that it sent chills through everyone's spine. "Er..." Crystal began. "It felt disgusting. I was humiliated in front of everyone. I'm just glad my parent's nor anyone I know was there to see it. No, only dear sweet Boris, my faithful butler was the one to visit me everyday in the Asylum. Not anyone else. Though, the fact that he knew what had happened only made me feel more dirty than I already was. Hm, now that I think about it, my dear sweet family could be watching from their graves. Oh, how the thought makes me tremble with unease. I felt so violated. So soiled. I just wanted to die, and I still do. How much I would enjoy it if I could just call into a dark abyss and pass away silently with no trace of myself, no recognition." The class fell silent as they looked at Kurai with wide eyes.

"Kurai!" A voice called and a woman in a white lab coat entered the room and shoved the girls aside. "How dare you! Do you know how feeble his mind is now? Right now he's cracking! His mind is as easy as it is to crush an egg!" The woman spat and turned to the dark blue-haired boy and frowned. "Kurai, dear..." She began and reached out to touch him, but he moved away from her. "Pity is for the weak, doctor..." He snickered. The woman's mouth slightly gaped open but she smiled. "It's not a bad thing to be weak, Kurai." The doctor stated as she slid her hand along his cheek. For a moment, a soft smile crossed his face and tears began trickling down his face. "Doctor...I want to die..."